I appreciate you more than you may ever know. We never see each other and live on opposite coasts, but we can still talk about anything/everything, and you were there for me today when I needed it most. That comfort level is still there and I’m grateful for it. I’ve told you this a million times, but I am grateful for our chats. I’m not sure where our lives will take us next, but I hope more than anything that we continue to be apart of each others.
I know you’re my ex, but if anyone asked me what our relationship is like after all this time, I would tell them, “She’s my best friend that I never see”.
Shut up. You guys don’t want to be in love, you guys love the thought about being “in love”. Movies got your expectations way up high and when people actually want to be in love with you, you want to make it all complicated and then you’re not sure if that’s what you really want… blah blah blah.. And then YOU talk about wanting to be “in love” again. I swear, I know too many people like this (Mostly girls). It’s ridiculous. If you want to be in love, stop talking about it and let it happen. Quit being all complicated and let nigga’s love you.
So tired of hearing people complain about love, but not letting anyone love them.
I miss getting genuine affection whether it be from relationships, friendships, family.. It doesn’t matter. Sometimes people want to feel wanted. They want to feel appreciated or needed. I know i say “they”, but I can only speak for myself, and I fucking miss big hugs and genuine interactions.
It’s hilarious that we live in a society that will shame you for how much sex you have and for the junk food you eat. Like, wow, how dare you eat delicious foods and have orgasms, you’re a monster. Enjoy your miserable life filled with pleasures.
Then I must be miserable as fuck in NY, ,because that’s all I do. More the food part though…