At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
The reason I never forget people or never cut anyone off that I care about or cared about.
I don’t want them to feel forgotten. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring for me or for them. Anything can happen, and I hope nothing ever does, but you don’t know. What if something did happen? You always think that you’re going to be able to make it up the next time or eventually talk to them later, but we don’t know if we’ll get that chance. I guess what I’m trying to say is, I don’t want to regret not reminding you that I’m still thinking about you even if we don’t talk. I don’t want to regret making you feel like I never cared or stopped caring. I ALWAYS CARE. I hate giving up on relationships I have with people that I love and that mean so much to me. That’s why even if I’m mad or I can’t stand you for the moment, I will always come back. I’ve experienced this once in my life and I never want to do it again. I can never tell my brother that I was sorry.. That I loved him. I’m sure he knew, but I wish I could have told him. I don’t know why I’m even writing this. I guess I never tell anyone how I feel.. It’s just easier for me to write. I’m having a tough day with all these thoughts. To the people I love in my life. I will never forget you and I’m not going anywhere. I promise.