This is a really chilled out version of Adele’s Rolling in the Deep, performed by Mike Posner. Its got a little sex appeal, but its definitely making this rainy day seem a little brighter. Enjoy the cover.
I know I’ve never publicly posted it on here, but I have never felt the need to. I still don’t, but I just felt like talking about it. I don’t feel 26 and people don’t think I am (I get 22/23). They say, I still act “young”, but I don’t know what that means. Am I not as serious as I should be at 26? Is serious and no personality “grown”? I don’t know, but this is who I am, and who I’ll be for the rest of my life. I act kiddish and joke around a lot. I like laughing at random things/moments or thinking of “what-if” situations that would be funny, but that doesn’t mean I’m not grown. Time and place is important. I’m constantly changing and learning. I go through phases in my life, and I’m going through a new one now. I’m dressing a bit older and a lot less flashy, but that doesn’t change my personality. This is how I like to think the rest of my life will be. Constantly improving myself. I know who I am; and that makes me feel good about my future. I don’t have a plan (I have goals) anymore, I’m just going to do the best I can with whats given to me and take advantage of opportunities.
First of all, in my close circle of friends, we refer to some of our friends relationships as “Power Couples”. Power Couples means that they just have that strong bond and longevity, but I guess we were wrong. It’s hard seeing someone go through a long term relationship break up, especially when you know the pain that comes with it. In a month, we have a broken off engagement and a break-up after 5 years. I know I say I don’t believe in love, but I still do, its just hard when stuff like this happens around you. It’s already a tough year for some of my close friends. Oh love..
Is what I’m becoming. Lately, I don’t want to talk to anyone or try to get close to anyone. I’ve been feeling.. Somewhat.. Emotionally detached. I don’t feel like I can connect with people like I used to. I find myself not wanting to make an effort; which is not me. (I have strong LEO traits). I don’t really expect anyone to reach out and try to understand, you can’t. I’ve closed myself off. I’m a very “I’ll deal with it on my own” kind of person. I don’t like talking about it or showing that something is wrong. I’ve been through a lot, and I think I’ve built a wall. Oh well, its just a phase. I just need some positivity/inspiration right now.. Don’t get it wrong though.. I’m NOT sad.